My brain. Its filled with pain. i know i cant help my friends. They are like two year olds they dont like to listen. they think no is yes and yes is lets go for it. that being stupid isnt a bad thing. That giving hand jobs cant hurt a single flie. That getting drunk is the best way to go. That forgeting about your promblems is perfection. That life is a game, with no wrong turns. They forget that the moment you make a mistake you cant take it back. That the moment you do something stupid that moment is gone forever. That people regret the past but cant change it. They forget that the more things you do wrong the harder it is to get back on track. The worse life gets cause you make to amny mistakes. Yeah you make tons i know but the worse they are the harder lifes gonna go. No one gets it anymore, if you make a mistake your stuck with it forever. The moment you take a knife to your arm, have sex in a barn. The moment the needle is injected. The moment the bullet hits your head. You cant take it back. You can try to cover up. Pretend it didnt happen but the stupid mistakes are still there waiting to be spilled over an open flame, and you should be ashamed.